Christmas 2011 is close

Berys One Day at a Time

This year in Oh so many ways has flown by it has been a year of some huge Birthdays of a lot of sadness  with the Loss of some Family  and Our celebrations of Grandson's 21st Birthday  Grandaughters 18th  Daughter #4 40th  Birthday and Our 50 the Wedding aniversary where we could have Kevin's Sister joining in the celebrations of this after so many years  of Hubby not speaking to Her .. why do some People do this  a life time of missing My Neices and nephews grow up  get married and have children.

A lot of other things have happened this last year  that has really tested my Faith some are still on going  and as much as I try I can not turn off to all these problems .. I know that somethings will never be ok  and I am going to have to find away of just turning off to all the stress it brings .

Oh my Families who live out of state  I am really missing My Son and **Baby** of the Family  he skyped me last week and all I could do was cry  .. I am so hopeing that I will get down for a visit in 2012 I have so much support from My two middle  Daughters R & J  and quite honestly they really kept me afloat this year  .

A Great Grandchild is expected in March .. and I cry for this Grandaughter  she has had a really rough life with split up Parents  plus a hell of a lot more that She has had to deal with over her short 15 years of life  She is not having any contact with any of the Family  and as we come closer to Christmas I get more Sad about how this will all end up ..I really can not see us being allowed to have any contact with this Bub that is on the way .. and it really saddens me ):  alll I can do is Keep praying that all will be ok and things will work out  as she seems to think they will.

I know it is early but I will wish you a Merry Christmas  Mr Blog  and hope that 2012 is a better year for us all  untill next time  Smile ( :

  

We did it 50 years of Married up's and downs.

Berys One Day at a Time

Well 50 years ago at this time I was a Bride of 30 Mins so young 18 years Old but oh so happy to be with the Love of My Life ... Kevin was 23 years old  and even though Kevin had been made redundent the day before we knew we would somehow manage I was nurseing at that time and wages for a nurse were not very much  .. but I do think this got us started on ways to save a Penny or two  and we walked everywhere  .. no Honeymoon  I only had the weekend off   just straight to our One Room flat with shared Toilet and Bathroom  .

Now 50 years later we have 5 Beautifull Children and 5 wonderfull Grandchildren that I am so proud of  firstly our Children have given me so much Joy  and in turn so has each and every Grandchild  .. we also have two Little Angels ( twins ) who would have been almost 49 if they had of survived .

We have been out to lunch today  and on Sunday we are Having a Family BBQ  nothing Fancy .. and will be just Kevins and My Sisters and Our Children and the Grandkids who live in Queensland  that are not working .

I am Thankfull for having these years and for my Children allowing us so much time with their Children  .. Family is my Life  .. and will be untill the day I die  ..

God willing we will be here to celebrate out 55th aniversary  .. I will as allways just take One Day at a Time  and who knows if we do we may just get to see a Great Grandchild and that would be the iceing on the Cake .

7 weeks to Our Golden Wedding anniversary

Berys One Day at a Time

Sorry Blog  it has been allmost a year since my last visit  , and so much has happened in that Time  . some things I would love to be able to just wipe out of my Memory Banks  forever ..I have been to Hell and Back this last year I have even questioned my Faith and have not been to Church for nearly a year but one can not live in the past one must move on and I think this is the Time to do it .

50 years  is a long time to live with  the Man I have allways loved  since I was 15 years old  the Man I have  allways turned to in the Good as well as the Bad times  and over the years we have had a lot to deal with some Good some Bad  but we have allways managed to get over any Hurdle that Life has thrown at us and Boy some of them were not easy to move on from  and I guess the problems that started early this year were no exception but I am still finding my way in some areas.

My Health has stayed pretty good and I am still keeping abreast of having Dialysis so this is good Hubbys  Health has also  been good all of this year so we have been blessed  and I am hopeing that next year will be the same  .

So  I am looking forward to  seeing our 50th Wedding Anniversary and celebrating it with Our Family and My Sisters  ..

So Count down is now on